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So no more precalc for the summer.
Today work was amazing. It was raining when I got there and we all sat inside and talked and hung out and did all that kind of stuff. and then around One or so we all decided to go out to the point and swim and do flips and stuff but when i got there it was too cold so me and Kate weren't going to go swimming. All the guys decided to be idiots and try and do really dangerous stunts and stuff and at some point they were all whining in pain. And then they decided to be loosers and get us wet and Nick threw me into the water and others dumped water on Kate's head and pulled her in anyway. So that kind of sucked but it was all in good fun. And then i was sitting on the railing talking to Kate and saying "I can't believe im getting payed to do this.." And basically me and her hung out the entire time avoiding the rest of the ever so funny yet never cease to be idiots cluster of guys. And then she gave me a ride home. And thats how i made my days pay. I would NEVER give up this job. Its the best summer job in larchmont.
But now i think im going to start the perge.
I'm attempting to sake out every corner of my room and make it sparkle.
Every summer i do this. Its that time again.
..right after i visit american eagle dot com because im compleatly obsessed with that store..
--right.ps. my speakers on this computer aren'r working!! its bugging the fuck out of me!
ps matt if your reading this ive come to agree that your hi-fi speakers are better than anything.

so an hour untill i have to deal with fucking clowns.
umm
no im serious.
clowns with white faces and stupid curly hair.
im fucking terrified of clowns.
ugh why do they make me do this.
stupid manor beach day..
IM FUCKING FACE PAINTING WITH THE FUCKING CLOWNS.

im really tired.
today was pretty base.
i just feel like today was nothing but a hundred times of me saying "no".
but, whatever.
Summers good.
i just wish Becca would get back sooner.
five days left or something..
where is my pina colada?

So in math class today i decided that i can create three groups out of my friends.
The first group are those who i don't want to date but want to date me.
The second group are those who i would date but dont want to date me.
And the third group are those who i could call my best friends.

Its almost annoying how that works out.
And after i came up with that. I almost passed out from extream heat. The End.

so my mom said she wouldnt mind or whatever if i did pretty much anything to my hair. i think ill take advantage of that.. im in need of a physical change. any way. this summer is compleatly amazing so far..knock on wood.  gosh  that was short but i have to eat birthday dinner. oh dear. just kidding yay.

pacman is soo amusing

So I was reading old enteries and they were really funny and i read all the comments that were left after that enterie went of my recent enteries page and i never saw. And they were kinda cool too. I also found this entrie about what i wanted to accomplish last summer and i thought id look to see what actually happend.:
here are my goals for this summer in random order:

-make lots of money lifeguarding It was decent.
-convince mom to take me to fells point if not oc. Didn't happen
-have summer fling More like multiple ones, but whos counting? that didnt last long at all so i dont think that they count as flings. and ps i only told one person about it.
-hang with at least one person every night Uhh no. But i hung out a lot
-buy all the cd's ive been wanting Still want them
-do something really awsome with erics band Now i have my own band
-hook up with a guy i dont know, who is around my age, seems reasonably nice, and probably wont ever see again. No, and what was i thinking?
-watch some episodes of summerland HAHAHA OFCOURSE
-loose some weight Yea, a bit. I fit in my old jeans!!
-do something unbelieveably crazy at least once a week Well maybe not every week.
-have matt come out side with me when its pouring Never had the oppertunity
-scream at the top of my loungs so i cant talk very well YES YES I DID THAT
-buy crazy ass nail polish Yep
-watch lots of movies Not lots
-find some really great band that no ones heard of Matt knows every single band, therefore making it impossible to do so
-do something bad ass..lol, who me? matt a little help here?..just kidding No comment
-regain james' bff title Oh yea
-take piano lessons mhmm
-be happy every day no cant say that was accomplished, thats a good thing too. im not sure its healthy to be happy all the time
-have an ultimate BLAST!! Yes over all, totally amazing.

Aaww I'm so excited!! Meiko thinks she's comming this witer and Im actually gonna be home for x-mas this winter and Ryoko thinks she's comming in March!! I haven't seen them since foreverago!! AHHHH! This is the best day ever!!!